sleep what??

Isaiah will be 1 month old on Tuesday. The first 2 weeks were lovely he would wake up every three hours feed and quickly fall back to sleep. oh what a difference a week makes he now takes cat naps that usually last for about 20-30 min during the day. During 10pm-4am he is usually very clingy and winy. I have forgotten what uninterrupted sleep feels like. Even though the last couple of weeks have been hard I am so very in love with my son. He has changed me for the better.

Tired

Since my last post we have been running back and forth from the hospital to home. B's blood pressure seems to be out of control . B's doctor put her on best rest until the c-section. I do not think she will make it to April 9..I think he will be here in two weeks..I want this to be over I am soo tired and soooooooooo stressed out.

Trip to the hospital

B called me from work saying she didn't feel good and that she was having lower back pain and sharp pains on her left side. 30 min later we were headed to the hospital. Upon examnation we learned B was 1cm dialed and the pain she was having were contractions. She was given something to stop the contactions and sent home. She has been sleep allllll day long ..she is still having contractions on and off. She said she dreamed she was going to have the baby early....only time will tell. We have an appt today at 2:00pm for an ultrasound we shall see how that goes.

Test drive

Last weekend I had the pleasure of babysitting my 1 mo old niece and let me tell you I had no idea babies were so much work. I had to dig deeeep to get through Friday and Saturday and God be with me on Sunday. I am so use to going to sleep when I want to and doing what I what when I want but with a child that is null and voided. I looked at my gf at 3:00 am and said I am officially scared.I have a lot to learn and patience to gain but in time it will come.I am happy that we did take this challenge because my gf is due in 5 weeks and I am scared yet anxious.